Adam, Jake, Cary and my self were on our way to our buddy Ben's house in Ann Arbor. We were getting ready to turn into his drive way when i was re-ended by a drunk girl going 55-60. The trunk was smashed in, Cary and Adam who were in the back seat were okay, Car was totaled.

I went to University of Michigan Hospital and was there for 4 hours.

The sad thing is I was yelled at by her, she was trying to make it into my fault. WHEN SHE HIT A FUCKING STOPPED CAR. She refused the PBT. I then was forced into riding in the ambulance with her, In which she did nothing but complain about how "She cant wait till i have to blow" Which i was sober, and would NEVER drink and drive.

To all my friends, I basically layed and thought about how my life could have ended tonight. I got home and broke down into tears just thinking I could have never seen you again. How life could have been over in that very instant. How lucky I am to still be alive.

Adam, Jake, Cary..

I love you guys more than you'll ever know. I'm sorry that we had to experiance that bullshit tonight. None of us deserved anything of that nature.

That sad thing is, someone wished a bad night apon me.

and it happend.

For those kids who went away to school and talked a big game about I can't wait to hang out with you this summer. Answer your phone calls, stop being homo's or fuck off.

I'm sick of peoples petty games.

If i ever hear that shit again, its over.

Kiss your ass good bye because i'll fucking end your life.

ILL FUCKING KILL YOU.

FUCK.

I'm being screwed at work. This is awesome.

More than likely going to get fired. I have good luck like that.

Do it pussies

Post anonymously, say anything. How much you hate me, how much you love me, how much you can't stand me, how much more you want to spend time/talk with me. How ugly I am. whatever. Be honest. Post this in your livejournal to find out what people think about you

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you hug me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how attractive am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

A small world with thin lines and anger
Lost pearls last in the plams of strangers.
Blame hurts while my same birth turned
Pains worth into my words first concern.
Learned to walk without shoulder glancing.
Burn the crops that stopped rainforest dancing.
While change happens in the direction of routes.
Planes are landing on mental patients scalps.
Open their mouths then, insert in words, inwards
Into their inards and skeleton structure.
Intelligence lusters bright and shadows rupture
Light. Fuck the fight I've been swingin in.
Touch a life with words written in my ripped skin.
Drip pens into inkdroplets.. Blink often and
Leave your coffin lid slammed.. Crammed
With your soul.. Wrinkled clothes to rest in.
Dig the hole to sit in.. Posessing your position.
Addressing your addictions and regreting the finish.
Raise hands and scream at god and his workers
Then rain lands on my dreams of cold murders.
I told murmurs and mummbled proficies.
Stummbled into scenes of greed.. Knee deep
With broken ankles.. spoken pain flows
Smoothly.. Toke in a rain soaked beauty.
And exhale very few things.. Tales of dwarfs
And midget people.. Ridigid sequels
Equal weak pools of cheap rule.
Fake diamond eyes, that'll never shine
Like mine, Bright and full of stars.. Mind
Me, that this writing stuff isn't to touch glory..
Just to clutch performing. Wings spread.
Soaring into a 4th dimension. Intention to
Report the image I see..
Short of a sentence to describe things.
Angel wings and lost halos.. Saturns rings
Float free.. Throats bleeds and necks twist.
Confessed is... my confessions.. The obession
With weapons and sections of perfection.
Sessions of death and that ONE poetic moment.
Where I'm formed into important.. without the torment..
Of this small world.
I'm a lost pearl.

X-Mas Gift Tab

350 dollar Visa Gift Card
100 dollar gas cards
Apline Ipod ready head unit for my car
New speaker system in my car
Slippers
Clothes from AE [5 shirts]


Good Showing.